Bored at 1.45am and dont feel like sleeping yet...
Kinda busy busy busy this few weeks after school started... I dont even have time to do tutorials! (Ok la, i have time but was lasy today, felt like just taking a day break) haha so... yea...
I have been pondering how life truly is... somehow, we always lack of time to do so many things that we are required to do yet shockingly.....! we always complete the task in the end.. lol... saddly sometimes its just being rushed and not really 100% of what you want may appear. Yet strangely, it may even be better then planned... Life's truely a mircle haha.
When i look back what i done in my 18 years of life, i realised that what i did wasnt really much at all! At my age, some already went pubs long time ago... Went countless far far overseas trip... Learnt how to blade.. (Darm! i really going to master that one day! ARHH!) and many many other wonderous stuff that sometimes cant even be imagined....
So many hours of my life devoured by computer games that just drain my life away that i think it already can clock in at least 2 years of my life. How i regret doing nothing but play games over and over again when i could have used the time to do my homework or something. I keep telling myself that i have weak GPA and have to study hard yet the thought of games always fills me up when i have spare time. ARRHH!!!
If only there's a way to stop time like hiro from Heroes. Then i'll just relax in the frozen time until i feel that i'm ready to move on and do something new again. How to catch up with the lost time? i really have no idea. If only there's something to re-inpire me again to work hard!

Haiz, i guess i'm still just another weak-minded boy that requires much motivation to move on haha....

Till then, I"LL DO MY BEST! (I was thinking about hiting another highscore in one of the games on my laptop when i was typing this lol...) DARM COMPUTER GAMES!!! lol...

"I guess my mum's right, my future wife really might be a computer!"

{ 1:47 AM }
let's fly across the blue sky