Well...some of you might notice that i had been coughing these days...well...it had been one month ever since i started coughing
so today i went to the polycinic beside cp .... the doctor says that i might need to take a x-ray check for my chest...she
believed that it might be cancer....i was darm shocked to hear her say that....she said that it should end in at most 6 weeks
from the start...so...i decided that i will go for it if i continue for another 2 weeks...for now i will take medison that the
doctor gave...i hope that everything would be well....

{ 4:38 PM }
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All becos of the com connection i could'nt get online to post now i using some lousy connection that my father disallowed for usage to secretly to post everything i wrote in my notepad...so HERE I GO!

{ 9:26 PM }
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We went to the library to place our stuff and then we went and meet the psl in the canteen to have lunch...

So my first thing to do was to help in one of the stations in the Team Building Games .... I had been informed that there
were 4 teams and all of us leaders will try to steal their flags in this games... and we were darm fast...3 team already lost their
flags in the first round...that only leaves the team called "7 wonders" left...they were great at protecting the flag...
they only lost their flag at the 4th station which was the last station...and futhermore they even lost their pole first as they
took the flag away and i robbed them of their pole...so they only had a piece of cloth until we finally manage to steal that too

Then the psls went up to the learning hub and the rest of us went to Classroom F1-02 and make a "Dark Room" for the games
at night later... We used masking tape and newspaper to seal the classroom windows....I even stand up on tables to seal the
highest windows...After that we placed the tables in a maze form and used chairs to seal the unwanted "Exit"s ...then we went
up to the learning hub and rest a while...

Later on we went to start the BBQ fire ...AGAIN..lol..there was a light rain before we start up the fire so used 2 big sheets
and used some rope to tie it up so that the BBQ will not get wet...So we got ready the fire and started the BBQ all the way
to the evening and then we went and prepare for the games at night...I was suddenly in charged of one of the stations...quite
boring station but i like to help out so its ok i guess (WA say yourself like to help out...)...ok...nvm...so....I needed to
find some stuff for this...one 1.5L bottle...2 long strings...1 short string...and one pail....shengwei helped me quite alot by
helping me get the strings and also taught me the things i should know...

So the games started...my station was outside the Home econ room and it was the 2nd station in the games...we prepared the station
and i waited for the teams...i was quite shocked that i had all 3 teams coming very fast...(The 4 teams were to small so we
regrouped them into 3 teams)...I rushed them as there were "Xiao Qiang" (Cokroaches) ....when i was done ....sam, who was
at the 3rd station only had 1 team that came...i was quite shocked but i guess the teams might have took too much time at
the mid way station...so i went there and helped out...

I strongly believe that it was a wise decision cause Brian, cass, jiajie and I played flour and water over there....
it was darm fun sia!.. the teams also had to eat stuff like chili and bittergroud in order to pass the station...
in the end....when all the teams gathered...we pour flour and water on everyone and we had a BLAST!(As in lots of fun...no
explosion was there...lol)...then we cleaned the area and went to bath...

Some of us leaders went to fill the water bombs in the mean time and we made 6 bucket filled of water bombs.... by then it
was quite late....Mr Wu suddenly came and we organized the night watch....i was on the 12mn to 1am shift....chinxuan and sam
went for the 11am to 12mn shift while we chat outside the library on the sofas...

When it was 12mn...Cass and I went out for the night watch...we were so tired and bored that we head back 12.10am and i sat on
the sofa again...feeling tired....very tired...very very.....and i was down for the count (I Slept....Y!!..zzz)

when i woke up...i found myself awake only at 5am...(DARM..WASTED WHOLE NIGHT OF FUN...) ...i heard they played poker cards
all night...zzzz.....so i went to brush teeth and got myself ready for the morning run....

we ran all the way to punngol beach and then back to school... we then went up to the learning hub for a photostory made by the pics
taken that day....we all at first thought that there were no lunch and only some cakes..so we head down to the canteen...
There was around 40 packs of rice in a table...we all thought that it wasnt ours until we noticed the fact that we were the only ones
having camp that day...so IT WAS OURS...to think that i already took a spare breakfast to eat....zzz...so i ate both packs...
(Still not really filled yet so i guess it was a good thing...lol..)

So we ate and went back to the learning hub for debrift....Then we all setted up and head home....

This camps are great!...but tiring as well lol...i had much fun with you guys (And gals..lol) i hardly spent much time
with you all but i hope that we can meet again for much more fun...takecare you all!

{ 9:32 PM }
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Very fun but darm tiring...lol...from 20-22 nov, i went two camps and hardly sleep for the first one....ok lets start!

Firstly, i went for my Red cross camp on 20th nov and i only did my packing at midnight(I hit home at 1.30am and packed till 2.30am then sleep)
so i kinda didnt check my torch...and the number of clothings i brought hardly allow me to survive...so i was kinda sleepy
too but the thought of camps made me bounce up and down so i guess the lack of sleep doesnt matter...i reached school at 8am
and then met around 10 redcross members...the first thought in my mind was that the rest were AGAIN late....so i just talked
with the rest of my CCAmates till 8.45am..i realised that it is not imposible for them to be so late....At 9am, the comfirmed
amount of people that took attendence was 15...This made most of us feel angry as so many people and let me list down the
faults then
1.number of people
2.Improper planing...poposal only had two pages
3.Camps that not 100% for fun must have training....no training at all due to 1,2
4.no respect...No usage of "Yes,Sir", "No,sir" Dont even act like a UG

But i cant really blame the sec 3s cause its their first time planing...so much still have to be taught i guess...
but still...the whole camp went haywire and made everyone feel like we are in a chalet...but at least everyone had fun
so i guess its still not bad....

we went east coast park on the first day...i was kinda shocked as we hardly go anywhere during school camp so i guess it was
something new....the main aim was to pick litter but its east coast....How much litter can there be?.....something even more
funny happened...after 5 minutes of picking up litter....it started to rain...and when we gather back at mac...it instantly stopped raining...
so we went back to picking up litter...we walked and walked until we reach one part of the coast that have soft sand...
we thought that it was common so we walked on...Now for the funny part...Sam took one step on something that looked like a rock
and his whole left foot got stuck in the sand...LOL...he pulled his leg out but the shoe was still stuck there...after he
pulled and pulled then it came out....we quickly asked him to go wash his foot and we all went out of there ASAP...
Then i spotted a signboard...there wrote.."DANGER! SOFT SAND AREA! DO NOT ENTER!"...LOL...but at least everyone was still ok
so thats a relieve...

After we receive a lighting warning from the people that allowed us to go litterpicking there...we stoped picking and went
mac to have lunch...miss ng and miss lim treated us each to ice-cream and 6 packs of fries....Then back to school i guess...

The seriors and I then went to start up the BBQ fire and set up the food... The BBQ is not bad, at least we ate all the food
other then miss lim's cause she went back home to do some stuff then join us later...

After the BBQ, we went to bath and some of us went to play pool while the others went to bed...BUt Sam, Dean,zalinah and I went to
redcross room to play poker XP ...then i felt darm tired ...as We also planned to hold a fire drill later at around 4am so i
had no choice but to rest...

around 4 ....Zalinah,LCC,shihui and me were ready but we forgot one thing...THE WHISLE...so LCC and I went inside the boy's bunk
to ask dean to lend the whisle...LCC asked the question so loudly that everyone could hear...DARM...but I guess we just have to hurry up abit
so we BANGED and BANGED at the window panes at 4.30 am and only dean rushed out...the others took their time to walk and walk...
so for fire drill...we failed...zzz

Then we gathered and meet back for breakfast at 6am...quite boring now...other then cleaning up..we only had a few hours
of footdrill and we went off back home other then the psls and I of course...

{ 9:31 PM }
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The second last time i wake up darm early to go punggol sec....well..i was late due to i never wake out so early for such a long time....
so i went to school and rushed to the hall...(Thank goodness they haven start)..but suddenly someone annouced that we must take
attendence if not our name will not be called on stage later...I WAS SO SHOCKED!!!..so i ran to the prefects that took attendence
and felt relieved...later on we went up stage and collected a piece of paper that had the same text for everyone except that
the name is changed...so i guess it was a total waste of time going up and take a piece of lame paper...We later even sang
our school song darm loudly and mrs chong even said that it was the best one she ever heard..lol..then i went to collect my
cookies that i brought from marilyn then went for a meeting for the volunteery trip in thailand (This trip will be on 6th dec 2007)
then i head home....around 1.45pm, my sis went along with me to "okinawa" for my haircut...i asked my sis to go along with me
so that she could make sure that i dont get a "china boy" hair style again from the hairdressers...anyway...she rushed me
at home so i forgot to bath...so i lost my chance for the hairdresser to style for me....zzzz....after i reached home...
i watched TV till around 5.45pm and went out to meet my friends and go together to the prom nite...

When i reached the mrt station...i saw matt, ben, azfar and kimaru (If i spell wrongly, plz forgive me)....we head out to orchard
mrt station...Something darm funny happened along the way...MATT'S SHOE SOLE CAME OFF!!...LOL...we all laughed darm loudly
and then we went to CK tang's for him to get a new pair of shoes...The cheapest shoes there was at least $140...
but there was a 20% discount so it was $112..(I brought him there not knowing the shoes were so ex so it was my fault..sorry)
we were already late by 5 minutes when we reach there so we knew that we would surely be darm late when we reach...
after we brought his shoes...(which ofcouse is the cheapest one that even came along with a calender) and went straight to
York hotel...we went in and was relieved that although we reached at 7pm but they haven start yet...then i party all the way
to 10.30pm (The party ended at 11pm)...i went out earlier so that i could play pool with Cass, LCC and Queeie....

We went to cinelersure and we played till 12pm as Queenie had to go home...so we got a cab and started to head home...
We talked and talked until we even decided to go "Punggol nasi lemak" there to eat supper...(Queenie called back home and told
her brother that we heading off for supper so it was ok)...then we ordered a few dishes and continued to talk while eating..LOL
we ate our supper till it was 1am and then we really head home together in a cab...(I didt pay for the trip >.<)....

It was really a great trip and i had one of the most wonderful time with you guys.....LET GO POOLING AGAIN TOGETHER NEXT TIME!!! :P

{ 9:31 PM }
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Today...i m going with my mother and the smaller sis to pasir ris park (The same place i went yesterday)...this time its because
my little sis wanted to play there... The bigger sis was away in camp and father needs to work so its just the 3 of us we
reached there around 4 pm ... we planed to cycle together but my sis backed out and she did not want to learn so i cycled
alone while my mother and sis went to the playground....i went to the same place where i rented my bike on 22th sept and
it was even the same uncle there (OF COURSE LA...HE WORKS THERE SO OFCOURSE HIM LA...LAME...)...ok...nvm...lol...so i started
cycleing...i went through the coast...the playgrounds...trees...even horses(I was quite shocked to see horses there)...
It felt great as theh wind kept blowing....but my head started to hurt around 1 hour later because of the strong cold winds
that blew and blew...LOL...quite alot of people today...i even nearly crash into a dog that sunndely ran into me but i quickly
turned and crashed in the grass patch(The dog ran to its owner and hide behide him)...i was still ok...left albow and kneelcap felt pain
but at least the dog is ok...

i continued to cycle until it was 6.30pm as my mother said that we will go eat dinner at 7pm so i returned the bike and
we went to white sand for dinner

i rmb the path we took and the memories came back again...but this time i forced myself to stop thinking and just calm myself
....i cant afford to think about such things anymore....i felt the pain again...(Well..the pain the dog gave me also there..lol)
This is the day i swear to myself that this pain will never come again (I better not see the dog again!..lol)
It is best i forget

{ 9:28 PM }
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This chalet totally rocked!@!..LOL...the chalet in coasta sands i went to yesterday so great...the first thing i did was to go with cass
and chinxuan to get otahs...i was quite shocked when they told me that we had to wait for a sec 2 before we head off and futhermore...
we seriors even had to wait for her...at least she was only later for a few minutes if not we sure kill her lol...so we head off....
brought the otahs and went to farhana's house to gather and head out to the chalet with the rest of them...the juior was darm
quiet the whole trip and she listened to her mp3 the whole trip sia...so we just talk to ourselves i guess...

so...we reached the chalet the place itself kinda sucked...no bbq pit and it was too small...but i guess it's still ok as i
only paid $10 and the taxi fare so i guess i cant really complain...so i went to check out the price of the mahjong table and the bbq pit...
the mahjong table so very ex ...$36!...but i was relieved to find out that $20 was for deposit and can be returned...
ok...so we just played card games and then we bbqed at afternoon....i even played my first match of mahjong there and it was great..
....during the bbq, cass, jiajun, brian and i went to collect the cake to celebrate jiajie's belated birthday...
we even saw angie working at white sand's pet shop over there...wow...she worked at such a far place away....ok...
so then we went back and sung birthday song for her and we continued our bbq till night whereas many ppl cant stay and went back
around 10-11 pm so it started to get boring but i guess it cant be helped...so i started mahjonging again
i mahjonged with cass, brian, jiajun and jim (We sometimes swap over with each other) all night...played and played
and i can proudly state that i cant gamble with mahjong (WHY!?)..well the reason is..I LOST 36 OUT OF 40 MATCHES...
it proved that the chinese phase "Shi du jiu shu" which means 9 lost out of 10 matches can be used on me....
then i played till around 5am...i went out to pasir ris park just beside coasta sand to view the early morning skies and the everclaming sea...
the place i stood to view was the same place i went to on 22th sept 2007 to celebrate one year...i sat down and thought about
the memories i had and just sat there alone...how i wished that there would been someone to view the lovey scene together
but i guess its was still ok ....then i walked along the beach....i even found something that shocked me...
there was a fish on the shore when i was walking..i thought it was a black fish that had been washed up on the shore...
i walked close to it and suddenly files fly up from the fish...there was at least 100 files there and they even consume
the fish to such a extent that there was only bones left...seriouly...it was blue all over...not even abit of flesh insight
....so i quickly walk away from it and continued walking on the beach.....

i went back to find 4 people still siting down playing mahjong... junming and tian sheng came down after their sleep and
we went back to the shore to see the "Black fish"..then we went back...STILL PLAYING...lol...so i swaped with jim as he wanted
to rest awhile and i played a few matches...this time i won 3 mathes out of 5 so i guess my luck suddenly came back...
btw...kaiwen spend the night sleeping at a corner near our mahjong place as weiru, junming and tian sheng so sleeping upstairs
so when they woke up...she rush upstairs to sleep...

so we played till around 10am to pack up our stuff... jiajie came back and we all cleared the bbq stuff...tian sheng was
so tired that he slept on a chair ...lol...so after we packed up ...we went to mac to have breakfast....along the way...we realised
something....THE STUFF IN THE FRIGE IS STILL THERE!!!...but we were too far away and too lasy to walk back....so we lost....
half a cake...one big pack of unopened froze chicken wings and one pack of unopened hotdogs....

After the breakfast, we went to the arcade to play some games and went back... This trip really allowed me to relex and
it had been such a long time since i had so much fun....Thanks for inviting me, i am really grateful for this..
THANKS FOR THE FUN YOU GUYS!!

btw...today i went to the lan shop in the afternoon so i viewed and changed some stuff but it isnt safe to blog there so i
dint blog there

{ 9:28 PM }
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Well...i decided that i will blog more start from today....i guess i had been too lasy to blog....well now i have all the time in the world...well until i find a job that is (WOW ...YOURE FINDING A JOB!!)....ya....ok....nvm ...lol...but i would have to wait until the results of the L.C.CI cert to come out first...so i guess i just have to wait....wait...wait...ok....

Btw for those who knows what happened to me...i m still ok...basicly i guess...so....ya...i kinda find it hard to let go but i try my best i guess...it doesnt matter really....i kinda seriously hate you yet i find it hard to scold you because i still love you so i guess i just hit my keyboard over and over again....but it doesnt matter anymore....(Poor key board, kana hit for nothing)....ok fine...i m sorry, keyboard...lol so i guess i will end here today....

"May time pass so fast that sadness cant be remembered"

P.S Dont do anything to her....just let her get her peace...

{ 6:52 PM }
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