Well....its been 6 days together already...time flys so fast when being with you.......zzz exams comeing soon zzz....but i dont really care......tmr will be our first celebration together.......i love the time being with you....and can't wait for tmr.....wanted to bring u to my primary school's mooncake festival...but u had to go chunch for first service.....now i feel like lightbulb cos pc and jo going too.....thz goodness my sis comeing along too...but it feels just not right not having u around....zzz.....o well....guess i can't really do anything then....wanted to go chunch with u but i need to go tuition first..... by the time i come back...then i go to festival liao.....zzz.....i hope that u would still have fun over there....zzz....next week onwards then must study darm hard..... rmb to always take care of urself...dont study too hard.....Love you with all my heart and soul......



Wo pei ni shou diao zui hou.......I will walk with u till the end

{ 6:32 PM }
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Finally together liao....But i hope that things will become better and better then being sadder.22th sep 2006 will forever stay in my mind and heart.I hope that even if there is pressure, i will make the presure into a greater force to push me to study cos now seriously very the no mood.btw every nco from pgssrcy please rmb to hand up the booklet at 25th sep.

{ 10:13 AM }
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I know that exams are comeing and its a bad time to confess but yet in the end i still did it at last.... Mega bad time to do such things... it make my studies go all weak? ..nah.. Some people tell me its stressful ... but yet i feel so joyful... Maybe bcos i m very inconciarate.... To all my fellow schoolmates? ... I feel more unwinded then tanged .... and now i can show my full potenial? (I mean in studies) ...werild huh?

{ 7:17 PM }
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Haiz...exams comeing at the speed of study... not funny... i m thinking of doing mindmaps but there are some probs.... I thought of doing mindmaps but my mind dont really need maps around so it cannot work on me..... i thought of studying online useing litespeed.... i was a good idea but... I KEEP LAGGING!!.... so can't really do anything... i think of cr8ing a study grp... and i did... but we hardly do anystudy.... so i ran out of options... cos i m more of a 'only teacher teach then understand and remember' that kind... so now i think i will just read up abit and hope for the best.... and thank god i have good scores from the last three terms or else sure become a restless undeadbookworm...lol. Good luck with everyone on their exam and may we come out with peace and not rest in peace

{ 7:03 PM }
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finally...i went to the ica to cr8 my ic....man...that trip was darm boring...took me one whole hour to go there...but only 5 mins to do everything....darm waste of my time....but atleast everything was over in one day so i can't really complan....now i m only 3 more weeks away from MY VERY OWN I/C!!!...haha...

{ 11:04 PM }
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In my 3th cca i joined...
told myself this was it...
to stop moveing again to flee...
From the endless trainings to endless staybacks
But i was wrong
The trainings and staybacks still flows there...
But this time its all different
For i have no starting friends in this
So i was lonely
Yet everyone was friendly
Always stood on my side
There was one ppl who was the most unknown to me
For i never really seen her in this school
She was not really friendly at start
And she was quite mean indid
But slowly i see her more
And time flys with everytraining to come
Camps comes...camps past
Bonds and more bonds was cr8ed
Till the day i felt welcomed
One of my friends wanted to join
This endness journey of mine
But he was fast
And did what i never was ever brave enought
Shocked me quite a bit
But it felt nothing to me
Till the day they broke apart
I felt sadness from within
It was stange bcos it had nothing to do with me
For days i see her in pain
Pain came with me to play
After it all
I decided to step up
Yet another came
So i sat away
Till this day
I never really do anything
I now only hope she will be happy
For i will just watch from aside
Smiling for her happniess
Frowning for her sadness

{ 10:42 PM }
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Today was quite ok.... the chinese test i took....took my whole brain apart...finally the pictures i wanted from malu and doodoo was handed to me....today was also one of my very rare moments of sharing..(gave cookies and mashmolles to some of my friends). Well....it felt good but seriously...'buyfish' costed my tmr's pocket money....but its ok....since i hardly treat any of my friends well.....Queenie, cassandra and shi min even gave me cookies.... i was quite shocked but it was very thoughtful.......Thank you all....I think without u all....i would have gone to woodbrige.....haha...

{ 5:12 PM }
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To ppl around me, m i very insentive?
To ppl who knows me, do i go too crazy?
To ppl who work with me, m i very lasy?
To ppl who r friends to me, m i too selfish?
To ppl who like me, m i too stupid?
I try to be friendly but i feel myself being more mean.
I try to be hardworking but i feel myself being unresponcible
I try to be more 'buyfish' but i feel my wallet got empty
I try to be more mature but i feel myself being childish
I try to be more sentive but i feel more snobish
No matter how i try, i m useless....
To be wasteing the things ppl gave me
I failed tasks ppl give me
To be makeing a total fool of myself make my friends and I feel sick
But i will never try to give up
nor will i break down trying
I will one day reach my goals to be a better person
Or atleast die trying
Although i might be forgetive
But i will never forget all the things u all did for me
Dispite all my weakness
U all stayed along with me
So i thank u all now
with all my heart and soul
THANK YOU

{ 7:23 PM }
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