Yup yup...finally the day has come for me to take my break but when this day finally came....one huge problem came with it......

I suddenly have nothing to do....lol...

Somehow, this year 1 life when pass so fast...i hardly felt much...

In any case, i do hope i'll get to do the things that i have been wanting to do (Some things are just impossible so i gave up on that currently)

Arh.... Life's Bleak...

{ 10:12 PM }
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Fahana and I were bored and we were thinking of creating a list of what do to when I'm bored/ No mood to study

So..Here i Go!!.....

1) Play warcraft
2) watch movies on VCDs
3) Watch TV
4) Listening to Music
5) Listening to Music on Radio
6) Sleep
7) Eat
8) Have a Walk
9) Have a Drink...Any drink that is..
10) Write a post on my blog
11) Talk on MSN
12) Running
13) Spend time with my sisters
14) Talk about the world today with my mother
15) Read newspaper
16) Have a Bath (Only once per day of course...)
17) Eat ice-cream
18) Think about Random stuff
19) Think about what happened in the past
20) Laugh at my foolishness when i do/say dumb things in the past
21) Swimming
22) Go to the Gym (Although I still dont gain any muscles...but i still try hard to get somemore.lol..)

I think thats really it la i guess...(If you're thinking that i'm doing one of the things that I do when I'm bored...yea..you're most likey right...Duh?..lol..)

Btw, The weather...IS REALLYING FUCKIN ME!...arh...way too hot...one of the factors that cause me to lose mood to study too...(Specially when my fan broke down on me...fuck...)

{ 3:54 PM }
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Hmm..i was wondering about What on earth i should do in order to stop myself from:

1) Sleeping
2) Going toilet every 10 mins
3) Looking through many pages of forum
4) Stare outside the window
5) Play computer games. (When the server went down for maintenance, I just waste time on my sofa till its back up..lol..)
6) watch VCDs
7) Youtube
8) Many Many other time wasters...

And why I do such stuff, Well...

I'M TOO BORED WITH STUDYING!!!!! ARH!!!!

It all started after long hours of BLAW that I suddenly lose all motivation to study...

I mean..i know i have to do this.....last sem sucked and worked like a bull to get so far this sem... but really... its like climbing a flight of stairs and strangely the last few steps just eroded and disappeared!

So... if you have any idea on how to bury my head in my laptop (Now more modern, no more burying in books), do share with me haha...

*Finding all the ways to stop my brain from being distracted

{ 2:02 PM }
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arh... really have no idea what to do so just post i guess...(Yea, i was wasteing time thinking "How to waste Time"....)

Hmm... if only we can still live in our past... having the power to be all blur and just slack around everyday after school (Or in school too...lol)... doing lots of time-wasters that makes me feel happy like computer games and stuff.... Have a fixed group of kawan-kawan that I can always be myself with... (Well i still have good kawan-kawan but i dont see them everyday...) Fall in love... fall out of love... and also many many unlimited events that happened, past and allow me to gain something new each time...

I'm really not used to this.... almost everyday is being tested.... every single thing i do contribes to a small part of my GPA... this ...sucks... i mean seriously... passing and failling no longer becomes a factor...its more of a A or B+ matter now... All my poly kawan-kawan live so far far away.... all have totally different interest from me.... haiz...

My secondary school teachers always say, "Do hard and you get to slack when you enter poly". Seriously la...I think i'm having "O"s everyday....

I'm really really tired... not just currently...but for the rest of my future life in poly...

Brain Completely suicided..

{ 11:35 PM }
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I'M SLACKING, SLACKING I SAY! SLACKIN!!! ARHHHHH.... THIS IS REALLY REALLY BAD.... I'M GOING TO FORCE MYSELF ON MY BOOKS TMR AND NOTHING'S GOING TO STOP ME (Hmm.. yet i tihnk i'll just slack again tmr...) NO!!!! ARHHHHHH....(I'm still thinking about girls and games everyday) ARHHHHH...NO!!!

I seriously think.....I'm doomed...

{ 11:17 AM }
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My house internet connection is down so if there is anything urgent...dont wait for me to online on msn..cos..it would most likey not happen..so...CALL ME! (sms also accepted)..lol

{ 9:35 AM }
let's fly across the blue sky