Arh..i think i really cannot focus for too long... studying is like..."I WANT A BREAK!" From my brain... really feeling shit... and tired...and high level of wants for.... games! (No..not what ever else you're thing of..lol)

Well.. yar... projects are all done... and ever since the projects strewed my pace of study... i'm still like crap.. plus the Tahun Baru Cina!.... haiz.. GG straight...

Maybe i'll sleep early today and i'll be more able to focus on friday... (This Friday would be my malay test Cum last session on malay....) I'll miss the lessons dearly i guess...

thats all for now..

{ 2:22 PM }
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no...i'm not tallking about relationships... i'm just talking about commitment as a whole...

Yea...i was kinda bored then so i thought about lame stuff... its saturday so i guess i cancel my 2nd rule for awhile..lol...

I think commitment is like a "Breaking point" in life. When you commit to something, you break away from your current "Comfort zone" and you're going to either improve or deprove...
Its kinda like when you gamble, you commit money into the game. so its either you improve (win big), or deprove (Lose big).

But I dont think its a 50/50 thing. When you have the right skills and knowledge of what you are doing, you place yourself at a higher level of chance on "Improve", and whereas if you have no idea on What the fuck you're doing and you just chiong like a bull, you will most likey Deprove.

But this works the other way round too. What i mean by this is that when you offer someone something that you have more knowledge on, most likey you will get more on the offer itself and whereas if you are offered something that you're not sure of, you'll most likey get cheated or something. So its like the "battle of the smartest"...

Kinda cool right? it also applies to many other stuff as well (Yes...relationships too..lol). But this world is stange and not everything goes by theory.

For example, you make a donation whereas you dont get anything in return yet you know doing so will benfit another more then yourself. It is a case whereas you might be very clear that this will cause you a loss yet you would still do it.

I think its our values and teachings that make us who we are, humans, rather then just plain animals. Regardless of who you are, where you are, i believe you would surely make such "losses" as well right?

Hmm... Yet... the less "Human" you are, the more money you have... haiz... if only this works the other way around then i bet this world will become a darm cool world haha...

So thats me craping for a while...

Selamat Tahun Baru Cina!
Xin Nian Kuai Le
Happy Chinese new year

{ 4:47 PM }
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Fahana and I was chating about "CUP of Tea"..lol...

Arh...i'm just sidetracking abit cause i'm REALLY REALLY BORED! (Just cant focus in this lecture)

I think my Cup of Tea...well..its kinda hard to say...

1) i thought i like girls that are silent and just cute without doing anything

2)Then i realised that that is kinda boring and we would just stone together everyday

3)Then i thought about girls that are funny and understands my jokes

4)But i think i suck at jokes now so...

5)Then i thought about "Bad Girls". Girls that just dont behave

6) But i dont smoke, take drugs, fight or stuff like that... most likey i'll go down that line if i go with such a person UNLESS she just started or maybe not that bad yet...then maybe i can turn her around

7) Then i thought about girls that move fast in relationships. very hot and fiecy yet ends fast too

8) Arhh....i'm kinda stuck here... i want something that last long but quite temped to go for such girls haha (Which male isnt? lol)

9) In the end, i think... its only when i can "taste all the tea" then i could give a answer each of this points...but i dont really think i can have any chance on doing that right? haha

10) Most likey the cup of tea that i want to have most.... is the girl that have me as her cup of tea. Haha!


BTW, changed playlist... i think i'm more of a "Got singer in song" type..lol

{ 11:47 AM }
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I think i have been slacking quite alot these days... after the hoildays... i jsut kept playing and playing... arh...this is unacceptable! arhhhhh!!!!!! but then hor..temptations are just so hard to resist! man... this is so hard... well.... i think i better swear to a few statements

1) No more computer games unless saturday, sunday and public hoilday until sem ends

2) No more wasteing time thinking about "how to waste time other then studying"

3) Err... i will do all my tutorials and listen in lectures just like before

4) Ok! I'll refer back here every day to reflect on what I did and what can i improve on (I'm not going to make it public so too bad haha)

Ok! Time for studies!

{ 9:48 PM }
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YEA! Watched "Ponyo on the cliff beside the sea" again, but this time with fahana. I still think its darm nice la! but maybe two times is good enough for me haha.... hmm... met sophie for the first time.. (And to think that both of us are NP students...lol..) yea...so we hanged around...had dinner and went off haha...

Nevertheless, fahana, thanks for watching Ponyo with me!

{ 10:53 PM }
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Arh.. this is a playlist created by me...but...i wish to give 100% credit to NP concert band for this cause it is part of their collection... So...yea...

{ 12:00 AM }
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Yea! haha went to watch the concert that elisse is in. I met my teacher, Ms pat lee, with her husband, Arther, and their 5 year old, john. Well.. she asked if i was alone and well..i was ...so she invited me to watch with her family (I was thinking of rejecting her offer as i felt that she should spend more "family time" and not let me spolt it... but i dont like rejecting offers... "YES MAN!"..lol). Well.. John was entertained and enjoyed the concert quite well... I can clearly see that he would turn out to be a good chap in the future haha. Chated with ms pat but they left after the first part as ms pat felt that john was exposed to enough at his age. So, i just watched it alone after that..

Great pieces of music they played and i was totally in the swing..haha..(Well..i did move abit left and right but maybe not swinging..lol)

Elisse's solo parts were great. I guess she was right about she played until like very emo.. cause it is very emotional and it's a good thing la... you never emo then no nice liao leh..lol..

And! I realised that one of the cute girls i met in the open house is also in the band! (actually, she found me during the short intermission..lol)I was kinda shocked and when i finally came to my remember who was she (LIke i said..i was shocked...people who are shocked dont recogonise others that only met once in a short time ok...lol), the intermission was over and she had to rush back... Walao! I forgot to ask whats her name! :(

So I guess cute girls are still not fated for me yet...lol... do hope to see her again (I mean as a friend la) and yea...thats all i guess...lol

{ 11:24 PM }
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ARH!!! So many chio bus!!! (Happy XP)..LOL... yea.. helped out for open house and talked to many cute girls!..lol.. ok.. but i also got talk to guys la.. (I'm not that ticko ok...lol) ..anyway.. talked and talked... until darm tired...

I also saw kamy too! Showed her friend and her through all the BA courses.... Also saw a few punggolites too! but too bad they like dont know me le..(I still rmb them lor!) ..nvm still showed them around too..arh... open house is fun :)...

So! come NP open house! haha i'll guide you guys/gals about BA courses! I do hope suterday's shift is fun too...ok... so thats all for now i guess...

{ 8:56 PM }
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I think my brains are in bad conditions these days.... My spelling and usage of words seem to be failling me... i think i'm currently in no position to say anything about anyone now so if i do start talking anywhere near that area..either igore me.. or ask me to shut up.

Thanks.

{ 10:41 PM }
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Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

{ 6:52 PM }
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