Haiz, these days, i really do too much without thinking, i'm now doing too much stuff from now till 7th and then from 10th to 18th, the choices i made these days are totally retarded, i going to miss many many stuff that i could have be going to do yet i cant anymore. Even the one event i wanted most.... but still.. i guess... sometimes, we humans just have to live with the choices we made, even through it can be truly bad, pointless, or even the "I have no idea WTF is going on and i'm wasting too much money!" thought but yet.. i guess... i just hope somehow i can be able to still have fun regardless of my choices... MAN! WHY THE F*** DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO HAPPEN AT THE SAME TIMES!!!! CANT I JUST HAVE MORE DAYS IN EARLY SEPT!!!"

Yet, like I said, "We must honor the promise we made and keep our words, if not, we're just like bad debts, everyone will just strike you off"

Haiz, this shall be the lesson i shall learn from "Moving with the flow without using brains" and i only have no one else but myself to blame for such stuff i guess

{ 12:08 AM }
let's fly across the blue sky

Printer broke down, have to wait tmr when i go to school to print myself. (Too may pratice papers, dont want to trouble others lol) Hmm, well,FIT and COST are going well i guess. Decided that i'll not study for until 2 days before the exam day due to "Prolong periods cause super boredom resulting in emptyness in brain" (Well this only applies to me arh! dont you all stop studing cause of this line.. LOL just joking haha). Yup yup, haha, these days... STARTING TO DROP HAIR NIA! (well and get sick too but...DROP HAIR!!) MAN, if only males can forward their whole life's hairloss to the day before entry to NS. Woah that would be cool haha. Hmm, i was proved right again that i cant study at home (Yup, didnt study AT ALL! today) totally regreted not going school to study today man.. but nvm haha

"For life is always filled with regrets, but men have to accept it that it happens and we just have to move on."

haha yup, going to apply that for this phraze of life haha..

Man, i think i'm sick and tired of trying to look good (Trying always fail haha) so i'm just going to be like the old times, as long as i'm comfortable, i dont care anymore then that haha! (Ok maybe feeling good days and presentation days i'll still try lol.. )

{ 5:47 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky

Arh.. here we go again.. exams period... really sian. Alike last sem, i still cant find the motivation to study! haiz.. i guess i'll just keep on trying to study without a aim i guess.. (Maybe i'll turn into somekind of study zombie that goes like, "Boooooookkkkssss! Paaaaaperrrrsssss!"). But if only i can be that way i guess... i'm slacking at home everyday. I kept telling myself, "study dude!", but i always end up with empty snacks packs and drinks packets.. lol... hmm, well.. i guess i just cant be forced to study (I think i learn much better during non-exams periods) but there isnt much choice right? haha... ok at least i'm studying everytime i go to school, so i decided that i'll go to school and study everyday from now (even though half of my energy gets drained on the trip there)..

haha long time never emo-ly express myself here le. i guess my friends are right, this is purely a emo blog.. LOL!

btw, note to self, must live to my words and be smiling everyday from now, life is just way boring being sad.

and! i shall learn many other random stuff after my hoildays! or try to at least. There isnt much youth left lol.

{ 5:23 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky