The last day of the year
Monday, December 31, 2007
There goes another year...so fast
sia...it would also means i will have less chances to meet up with my friends....
haiz... but i guess everyone must always "Look on the bright side of life" and i guess i will... i don't know whether should i go for countdown or not...seems fun though maybe i will just watch from TV i guess..
haiz...
Everyone would have a new year resolution so mine would be
abit more focused
mine for this year would be..... A BRAND NEW OUTLOOK~!!
although its quite hard for me to do that but i guess i will try my best so this is my plan~:
First, find work (most
likely i will target
RSH but i don't know whether do they want me)
Second, Work till at least $100 (Of
course i will work for more but i think i will use around 100
ba)
Thirdly, I will do hair first, then cloths, then new specs( i will try and ask for contact lens but most
likely can't due to over 600 degrees...
sian)
Lastly, well there is no lastly...the only thing i can think about is that i must be in a better looking body so that i can gain confident easily so...
MAY THE BATTLE BEGIN!..LOL
{ 5:51 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky
I got a new aim in my life~!
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Today, i finally finished "The Ex-boyfriend handbook", the book i brought from thailand. I can proudly say that this book helped me lot in my mental state, it had the almost same feeling i felt and this book guided me to see the light (I m so happy~!) hmm..ok..nvm...lol... anyway, i now know that despairing is not what i should do and setting goals to improve myself is the way to go so from this moment on, i will no long be upset by this case again! I will now work hard (To do whatever things assigned to me and make things happen rather then waiting for anything to pop out) and of cos PLAY HARD :P...LOL..haha...i will also do something i had said to many of you
"To smile and be happy everyday~!" and i will make sure i'm gay...ok, that dint sound right..lol...of cos i mean to be happy and not whatever you all thinks...lol
So...May everyone have a good boxing day...lol..haha
{ 7:10 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky
Merry Chirstmas~!
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Merry chirstmas to all my friends and everyone around the world~ today...i finally ran out of events..(Stange huh? people got lots of events today but i dont have any..lol)....but i still nid to study up for a test tmr...(AFTER SCHOOL STILL GOT TEST!!?) ...ya...still have...lol...its a test to pass me as a voluteer to help out at school next year....anyway...i want a JOB!!!..but i cant still cant get...events one after another...this time i m going to make sure after 26th dec i m going to have a job...
this is not because of myself.... i heard my mother got scolded by my father yesterday (i wasnt noticed so they dont know i know) ...its about me taking too much money for the camps and stuff...this hurts me alot as well...thats y no matter what stuff come after 26th dec and my boss dont allow me to go, I WILL NOT! this went too far already...i nid proper money channels and not always went money from my parents....
Still..i frown quite alot this days...i miss my secondary schoool life...but i guess all things have to move on (My friends will still be my friends, ok?) so...maybe today will go out again..(With my family of cos...no more other outings first until i got money!)
so...GO SPEND TIME WITH YOUR FAMILY AND STOP READING THIS POST NOW!..LOL
(but cont reading other post after chirstmas ok?...lol)
{ 1:46 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky
The retreat
Monday, December 24, 2007
well...we had a post camp retreat with the friends i met at red cross.... and we had lots of fun...
its also the first time i dont have to say "yes,sir" and "yes,maam" to the seriors...we played fiece games of captain ball and we even defeated the seriors (TOTALLY AWESOME!!!)...we then had BBQ and more captain ball games...lol...then we watched movies all the way till 2am whereas most fall asleep and so we stopped there... i m sorry that i had to leave earier due to i had lack of money....anyway...i hope i can meet you guys again soon ~!
{ 1:07 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky
its 22, the spell
Saturday, December 22, 2007
This few weeks and months...i had discovered that my life is very much linked to the number 22 ... almost everything i see, hear and do (mostly its see) contains the number 22 .... 1 year relation start off date... my first date of pool outside school, table is number 22 .... even when i watch soccer, the score would be 2-2 ...zzzz..everytime i see this number, my heart cries once... i still get continueously bothered by the break off... will there be one day whereas i will get freed by this spell?... today, i will wear my ring....
{ 12:32 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky
wow...lots of stuff
Thursday, December 20, 2007
ok...so i went to thailand and had lots of fun....i m not going into full report cos too long liao..lol...anyway...so i went there....at first my spirts sunk when i was on the airplane...walao..the stupid plane darm warm...futhermore....one tiny cup of drink cost $5 and one small cup noodle cost $4 ....pure madness.... but at least the bus was much better....the aircon very cooling...very nice...so we reach there and met the children... cute but quite shocked to see them on motorbikes through...lol..
So..i met lots of new friends over there...some from jcs and some from secondary schools... we all settled in and relex for the first day....
Second day , we teach the children and the teachers hate us cos we seemed to let the children had too much fun and the teachers felt that the children did not learn anything today....all of us felt sadden when our incharge told us that the school will not allow other singapore grps to teach anymore....we begged for a second chance and we got it the next day (suterday)... And we never gave up like that!..we stayed up to late night planing on what we should do to teach the children...tired!..BUT WE CAN DO IT!!! (dont ask me do what...lol)
3rd day, sadden but we will do our best today! We will not let incharge and the teachers down (BTW, the teachers are from the school, not singapore) We did our best and yes!..we controled the students (We were told to lock up the doors and to play less games with them).... we were prasied for our good efforts and we were happy!...
(The children were also happy la...we are not control freaks that would make them sad)...we then planed for the sunday night event which was the culture night...we were going to sing local songs and even thai songs to amuse them as well..
4th day, today is sunday so no school...we went around the village, walk by river banks, mangroove areas and even a crab farm...so today morning to afternoon we were stacking off....then we got ready for the night and then we performed...darm fun sia...we sang and danced all night.....WE EVEN PLAYED FIREWORKS!!!! it was my first time and that kind of chance is darm rare sia....took pics with the kids and we also had a big paper baloon and we light it up and it flew all the way to the skies~!this is the best day among the other days!!!!WOO HOO!!!!
5th day, We parted with the children....i got darm sad....i miss them lots....haiz.... o well...all things have a end and i already had such experience before so..... haiz....we went to the tsunami sites and i even had a min of slience
images of how the tsunami had came rush to my head everytime i reach one of the sites...and trust me...you dont want to view what i was thinking of....checked into the hotel (FINALLY!)..lol...i thought it was at least 3 stars but it was 1...zzz...
at least i did my "Royal Flush" (I did not do "big busness for the past 4 days so.... try and understand what i mean...lol)... anyway got a good bath so its ok i guess...too bad no room sevice, no aircon ...but i guess its best this way cos we were here to rebuild lives and not for playing....lets move on to the next day then!~
6th day, We went to the site where they placed bodies for claiming and the sites that they buried them .... very emotional 2 days i had... that day is the day that swear to myself that i will 100% treasure friends and family while i still can...thats y some people suddenly would had received simple gifts from me (Sorry to all other friends that never receive anything from me...meet up with me and i will buy something small for you as well ok? haha) We also chionged the shopping mall but the things there darm x....so i only brought some things....
I brought
1.dream catcher
2.a new adidas short shirt
3.dountnuts
4.a book tittled "The Ex-boyfriend Handbook"
5.a funny black t-shirt for my sis
and off i go back to singapore! fun but tired...dosed off petty soon after reading and doing camp planing and prepare stuff for a camp 2 days later btw...today i will quote down the words on the t-shirt i brought for my sis
"Smile and the whole world stands with you, Fart and you stand alone"
btw the reason i placed the pics on top is to cure some bored people from reading my blog...lol
{ 11:08 AM }
let's fly across the blue sky
I M BACK!!
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
YES!! I m back (BOO!!)...ok...nvm..lol...Well this trip totally ROCKS MAN!!! I did many things on this trip, taught little children, LAUNCHED FIREWORKS!! seriouly real and saw the site where the tsunami hit..but the effect cant be seen clearly....
i hate not having cam...zzz...but there are many pics from others..so i will go chase down some..lol...ok...i darm tired now...i will rest and blog tmr...tmr...tmr.. zzz...zzz...zzz (BTW I only mean one tmr..lol)
{ 7:37 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky
I will spread my wings tomorrow!
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
I will go tmr to THAILAND!!(WOOHOO!!) i m all packed up and ready to go now
I will be back by 11th dec so you all dont miss me ok?(WHO WILL MISS YOU?)..LOL...ok...nvm..lol..
All of you must rmb to take care, have fun and smile everyday ok? haha :)
{ 8:44 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky
Flying off soon
Monday, December 03, 2007
Well...i m posting sercetingly on father's connecttion ..lol...anyway...i m going to fly away to thailand soon....dont rmb to miss me ok?LOL...haha...so..i will be gone from the 6th of dec to the 11th on a voluteering trip....I m going to be sick again from tomyam lol....
btw, i'm still coughing...i will go for x-ray on 12th if coughing continues till then....
{ 5:12 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky
