{ 8:40 AM }
let's fly across the blue sky

Since I said that i'll stop after 22th, then I should live up to my promise as well so I'm going to make sure I dont do anything more from now on.

{ 7:56 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky

无言以对 如果会后悔
就该学会 在爱的时候
用智慧 盖一座堡垒
收藏你的美

一进一退 流过的眼泪
不算白费 谎言和是非
有点累 心痛着在回味
月光下我们走过的那条街
当时的手还牵得那么直接
是你不再留恋 还是美好终究 善变
月光下回忆在我身边穿越
你会不会残留着那感觉
熟悉的体温 留下的指纹
别过问

一进一退 流过的眼泪
不算白费 谎言和是非
有点累 心痛着在回味
月光下我们走过的那条街
当时的手还牵得那么直接
是你不再留恋 还是美好终究 善变
月光下回忆在我身边穿越
你会不会残留着那感觉
熟悉的体温 留下的指纹
别过问

那天凝视你的双眼 不说一句的吻你的脸
喔~
谁的出现 打断了永远。。。

月光下我们走过的那条街
当时的手还牵得那么直接
是你不再留恋 还是美好终究 善变
月光下回忆在我身边穿越
你会不会残留着那感觉
熟悉的体温 留下的指纹
别过问

熟悉的体温 留下的指纹
别过问

{ 10:52 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky

Well... These days...i totally realise that I had lost the one thing that had been my most powerful factor... which is... confidence... its...100% lost...seriously... I realised this from the moment i stepped into a interview that concerns about a course that I wanted but.... when i was talking... i got lost... all of a sudden...i got lost!.. as in mind cleanse... brain-washed... BAM.. White fog in my mind... this is the first time after many years i felt this way.... wow...I was devastated... I kept answering wrongly... talking stupidly.. no control... In the end, I just walked straight out and all the way back... didn't talk much to the rest that are either waiting to be next or those waiting for friends... really felt totally fucked up... Darn...

I really didn't felt like getting out of my house that day.... canceled everything and only went out because my parents pulled me out for dinner... Darn i hate this feeling

How such things happen? i have no idea.. really felt like shit... ARHH!!! but what can I really do?
i don't feel like i could do anything right from that point... felt like i like got crushed deep down by the fast motions of the average Singaporean life. if only my brains can be faster or my looks get better, i still could get through in this mess but i really don't know what i should do/try/buy/spend/throw away/forget/learn/get/etc...

Cant really cheer myself up these days...even talk like a English bastard to try and improve my English..lol... but it makes me feel real sick...

By the way, I also decided to keep a few things on the list to prepare for my next semester.

So...

1. NO GAMING!
I realised that I played games everyday now ...regardless of weekends or weekdays... i guess this is one of the most important factors.

2. DO ALL TUTORIAL/ASSIGNMENT!
I never did do much of those that didn't count for my overall module points so i missed out on much learning factors...

3. JOKE LESS.
I joke around too much. Doesn't makes me funny anyway so I'll just throw those skills away.

4. TAKE MORE NOTES ON APPEARANCE
Mainly for stuff that cant be changed much such as face(pimples), Eyes (specs), items of common use (Wallet, bag and handphone).

Yea..that's it for now... but I'll do more along the way.

"To change fate that is casted upon us, Words should be set aside and Actions to be done"

{ 3:39 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky

MY GPA 2.6 SIA!!! ARRHHHHHHHH!!!!!....sian....i guess i really did slack too much lol...but i really cant tell what errors i made that make me drop so low sia!!!..zzz...i really need to buck up...This is shit la seriously...But o well..thats... what I deserve from thinking too much of other stuff...this is really...haiz... i'm going to work like a robot till i get 3.9 to cover my 2.6 up ...lol

{ 8:11 AM }
let's fly across the blue sky