Haiz, although i failed this time...well...there can be other times right? haha..well...maybe that would that quite a while...lol.. recently...i'm not really being myself... but i wonder...is not being myself better because its a improvement? or just being more retarded in a sense...well..i really dont know haha... well... my plans did work out a little... i'm now very focused when i'm studying...and was even dreaming about Contract laws and How to resolve Civil Disputes when i was sleeping rather then girls...sian.... but i'm still very sure i'm not gay of course haha...but.... i'm been feeling kinda nerdish... like a book worm or geek...felt like there is nothing else but studying would be the best of life... i'm not much interested in pooling...movies...or much of any entertainment... Am I going overboard? dont know...

i'm hanging out with too many girls too... later all my male senses disapper then i die liao.. but i still look at chiobus from time to time so i'm still quite safe haha... saddly.... i do hope that all of this work out... if my results still sucks, i'm not going to do this kind of shit anymore...i'll be better of sleeping at home or something...

I do hope that my turning point appear soon... i'm getting too tired from this... nothing is inspiring me to work hard!... ARHHH!

{ 2:30 PM }
let's fly across the blue sky