Zzz... I forgot to post about my OA...lol...whats OA you might ask...its a red cross course....OA refers to Outdoor Activies ....ya...so what does it do with me?...I went there ofcouse .... anyway ... its quite a good camp but Alas...its my last camp before my big "O"s...sian....anyway...after the camp...i feel ENERGIZED!!!!...finally gotten time to get away from life... really...its been bored this days ...no fun no nothing...all work and no play makes wen jun dumb...lol...ok la...i now i is all play and no work makes wen jun clever....lol...not really true but still ok la...i started to neglad lots of things this days...no mood in everything...thank goodness still can go for exams....sian man...energized also lose in all by today's maths paper....so freaking hard sia...sian...I wonder...can i get to go more camps so that i can get away from life?....seriously, you people in my life really have treated me well...really...its me and myself that is totally complaining...you guys (and girls) have been a force that pushes me forward....life...sometimes it makes people wonder is it a curse or a blessing...i think maybe my eq dropped to 0 cause i don't really feel like human...i cause people that care for me troubles...i landed myself in such a state that i m a walking trash...i m a jinx...i try to care for people yet it turns into something that harms them....everyone that i try to be good with will have something bad that happens to them...
if only i can have a restart button...cos i regret all the time i waste on games...should have used it for learning new things....i think i will stay low for awhile...try and just do nothing...so if i innored anyone of you...please forgive me...

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let's fly across the blue sky