I decided not to post part two as i had forgotten clean about the whole thing....this few days are few of the saddest days of my life...i cant even control my life...it seems that my unconscious self had took over my whole body....there is no life and no attitude in everything i do....i had never slept in class but then just a few days ago...i slept in miss Siao's class...well...eyes close and open slowly and energyless....p.c. saw the whole thing ....lol...felt saying sorry to miss Siao as i slept in her class....miss Siao, sorry...anyway...it seems that nothing really cheer me up anymore...my heart frosted up in doing anything....i don't know what i want in life at all...i only wish that life would just stop for me....stop for me just to rest and for me to catch up with it's pace....but then...i know that i can never feel that way....cos no matter where i go ...there is always people.......Some might ask me "what about just staying in your room" ....but then...what the hell can i do with only two walls in my room and only having two stupid curtains as "walls"....that means...i have two stone walls and two "wall"s....there isn't a single place where i can just vent everything at...i m tired....tired of life and everything...

{ 10:29 AM }
let's fly across the blue sky