WARNING....THIS POST IS SERIOUSLY VERY STRONG AND NOT MEANT FOR READING...READ BUT PLEASE DON'T FEEL ANYTHING




well...This few days I have been thinking.....rmb the balance I have said before....Well...This time I going to talk abit more on this....Balance....The most common balance is the forces of good and the forces of evil....But I m not going to talk about that...cos I have no idea about that too...LOL...This few days a topic really stuck me....Do I treat my friends better or you better.....I have been thinking about this topic for days and days...And I can't really solve this....You see.....My balance is love and friendship......The balance came down crushing on me darm hard.....One side keep telling me that I zhong se qin you while the other side says I zhong you qin se.....If only I can spilt into 2....Or better yet 3.....everytime I go back home I get LOTS and LOTS of stupid complains....One moment scold me use phone too much...One moment scold me use computer never let youngest sis use....I CANNOT TAKE IT.....THERE IS NO PEACE WHATSOEVER IN MY HOME....I CANNOT TAKE IT....I WANT TIME TO TOTALLY PAUSE FOR ME TO TAKE A LONG REST....Totally.....WHAT M I ...Complaining here....I have no idea what to do now...CANT I JUST KEEP A BALANCE AND HAVE PEACE AT HOME TOO!!....I totally have no idea on what to do now....Totally...I know that both sides have done lots for me.....And I m very glad that I such great lover and friends.....I really don't deserve such great people.....

thank you all for staying by my side....Thank you

{ 10:31 AM }
let's fly across the blue sky