someone i like?
    Friday, September 15, 2006
    In my 3th cca i joined...
told myself this was it...
to stop moveing again to flee...
From the endless trainings to endless staybacks
But i was wrong
The trainings and staybacks still flows there...
But this time its all different
For i have no starting friends in this
So i was lonely
Yet everyone was friendly
Always stood on my side
There was one ppl who was the most unknown to me
For i never really seen her in this school
She was not really friendly at start
And she was quite mean indid
But slowly i see her more
And time flys with everytraining to come
Camps comes...camps past
Bonds and more bonds was cr8ed
Till the day i felt welcomed
One of my friends wanted to join
This endness journey of mine
But he was fast
And did what i never was ever brave enought
Shocked me quite a bit
But it felt nothing to me
Till the day they broke apart
I felt sadness from within
It was stange bcos it had nothing to do with me
For days i see her in pain
Pain came with me to play
After it all
I decided to step up
Yet another came
So i sat away
Till this day
I never really do anything
I now only hope she will be happy
For i will just watch from aside
Smiling for her happniess
Frowning for her sadness
    
    
{ 10:42 PM }
    let's fly across the blue sky